Revelations or Revival

Falling into pieces with my own sorrows I am
Striving to reach the surface, drowning in my emotions
No where to be found the peace I once resided in
Running away from myself or am i just unacceptable to who I am

Tried to get rid of the darkness in me
Its hard to let go of the lone soul residing in me
Raging fires in my heart wants to burn the world down
Keeping myself strong, for each day nothing less than a war I face

I find myself a soldier these days
I have got nothing to lose yet I fight to save what remains
Time to rise from the ashes, create a new day
I fought, I survived, I cried, I raged
But as of now it is time to let go and change.