The Times Of Contemplation

The way I waited for you, was enough to break me again
The way I live now, you won't want to see me again
The memories faded away, but the feelings didn't
Tried running away, but my heart stayed broken

Drifting along the paths, life showed me the truth
Hustled the way through, still you won't be mine
That's what the truth was, you weren't meant to be mine

Shadows are what stay by me, light was nowhere to be found
Killed by my own each day, I forged myself from the ashes
Broken I still am, you won't be able to harm me now
I still am the same, but you won't recognize me now

Revelations or Revival

Falling into pieces with my own sorrows I am
Striving to reach the surface, drowning in my emotions
No where to be found the peace I once resided in
Running away from myself or am i just unacceptable to who I am

Tried to get rid of the darkness in me
Its hard to let go of the lone soul residing in me
Raging fires in my heart wants to burn the world down
Keeping myself strong, for each day nothing less than a war I face

I find myself a soldier these days
I have got nothing to lose yet I fight to save what remains
Time to rise from the ashes, create a new day
I fought, I survived, I cried, I raged
But as of now it is time to let go and change.