Was I oR wAs I nOt

Let there be a time I was not in love with you....
Let the memories of you with me fly by till I no longer need you....
Switch to the other side of my life where I would be me not what you wanted me to..
Still in the fight to let you go but you are the piece of me I would never want to pierce through...
I wish I never loved you...but you are the missing piece which keeps me impatient till until I see you..

ReViSiT ThE ViSitEd mEmOriEs

Anjaani galiyo me akela bhatak raha mai
Shayad apne wajood ko yu khud hee mein talaash raha mai
Nikalti gayi galiya,  Mehfile adhuri si lagne lagi
Yu toh waqt bhot tha,  Par jaise ek lamha ek sadi jaisa lagne laga mujhe

Yaad nahi kab adhuraapan naa tha iss dil mein
Paas nahi hai jo tu mere dil ke
Kahani bhi yuhi khatm ho naa saki humari,  Jaha tum khush aur hum parwah naa karte
tumhari
Mehfilo ke beech kyu akelapan sa lage mujhe
Pyaar nahi ab tumse,  par phir bhi kyu ye dil nahi aana chahe kisi aur pe
Yo toh waqt toh bhot tha,  Par jaise ek lamha ek sadi jaisa lagne laga mjhe...

Gaya mai jaha bhi aanhatein teri hee kyu sunai de mujhe......
Mila mai jisse bhi usme tu hee kyu dikhai de mjhe......
Jo door sabse jaane laga mai.....naa jaane dil kyu naa jaane de tujhe....
Paas jo aaya mai...... Sab dhundhla sa dikhai dene lge mjhe....
Yu toh waqt bhot tha......... Pr jaise ek lamha ek sadi jaisa lagne laga mujhe

Tum thi jab baat nahi keeya karta tha mai khud se.....
Yaadon mein teri khoya rehta.... Khwaaishe le ke......
Ab sb naya sa hai tumhare bina... Yaa shayad wahi hai sb..... Badal chuki hai meri duniya shayad tumse door reh kar.........
Baat jo karna chahu bhi khud se mai...... Yaad nahi ab kaun hai ye....jo shayd dikhai deta hai mere jaisa aaine mein...
Yu toh waqt bhot tha....... Pr jaise ek lamha ek sadi jaisa lagne laga mujhe........

Am I wHo Am I

Naa jaane kis cheez ka gussa hai mere andar...........Jal chuka hu mai dil ki aagh mein................Par ye dil phir bhi naa maane jal kar.............. Nafrat si hone lagi apne wajood se mujhe........... Nahi yaad iss nafrat ki wajah ab mujhe............khud ko bhul chuka hu mai......Ab jo hu wo mera khuda hee bata sakta hai ab mujhe

TrYinG tO cOpe wiTh tHe tErm LiFE EveRyDay

Never knew what mysteries awaited me to unfold
Knew the history of our love that kept me going towards the unknown
Surrendered my own wishes, dreams, for you to be my most important aim
Dragged myself down the road, so you wouldn't have to stay astray
Regardless of what i have been told, I still would cry for you everyday
No matter what the circumstances be, I will find me walking down your paths, where you left me to pieces that still wouldn't want to be braid
I still will love you even if i would have to break my heart everyday and still smile regardless of what the world has to say.

ThE imPorTancE YoU stOle AwaY

Hume kya pata tha zindagi yu tham si jaaygi humari
Saans bhi apni aahat dheere dheere kam yu karti jaaygi

Rukna toh hume bhi pasand nhi par
Tum kya chali gayi......hume kya pata tha iss dil se jeene ki chahat bhi chali jaaygi

The BurdOn of yoUr lOve

                                   

Har lafz me aawaz hai chupi iss dil ki........ 

Baaton par likhi hai kahaani kisi dil ki......... 

Bekhabar hum jeeye jaa rahe......... Tumse door raaton ko din kiye jaa rahe.....  

Ankahi aawazon ko naam diye jaa rahe....... 

Jaha koi milta nahi............ Waha tumhare aks ko dhundhe jaa rahe hai... 

PyAar hoGa kAbhi iSs tarAh Se

                           Pyaar Hoga Kabhi Iss Tarah

Laga naa tha pyaar hoga kabhi phirse....... 
Iss naye sheher me koi apna lagega iss tarah se.. 
Ki mit gayi wo khaamiya jo kabhi hua karti thi mujhme. 
Naa jaane aaj kiyu phr acha banna chahta hu mai apni hee nazro me.. 
Rukne ka iraada naa tha kabhi pr jaise tham gya mai usse milke
Dil ka toh pataa nhi par dhadhkan wapas mili usse milke
Aksar yuhi khayalo me uske bekhabar hone laga.... 
Waqt kuch aur tha par phir bhi uska hone laga... 
Naa jaane kyu mjhe phirse jeene ka mann krne laga... 
Uske liye ab ye dil hai dhadhakne laga... 
Socha naa tha par shayd mujhe uske liye yaha bheja gya... 
Laga naa tha pyaar hoga kabhi par naa jaane kyu tumse hone laga....