Travelled along the past to let the present dwell
in
Tipped to my horrors for I seek isolation
Nowhere to go just the breaths I take in
Afraid of myself I seek my faith in absolution
Raging in my heart is the war
For the loneliness I surrender to
How tyrannical is the fluctuation of the thoughts I
had
Tried to calm myself for the sins I never made
Alive is the state of feelings my heart had
Trying to be what I saw myself in the future of my
past
Disease is a blessing for the curse I have
For the loneliness I surrender to
Imagined the day I never was this sad
Lost in the world I tried to cope with the fears residing
in my heart
Destined to die I would still breathe to be this bad
Horizontal the world seems where vertical I stay
astray in the present
Lies there a lie which tore my life apart
For the loneliness I surrender to
